oh oh

aku baru je on heater kat rumah ni.ntah la.aku on btol ke x, aku pon x tau...even dia ada mcm central controller ,aku mcm batak and dont understand a thing about it.hahahha..lantak..there is always first time for everything..

did i mention to u guys that balcony aku hadap jalan raya.so basically semua yg keluar masuk ke kawasan perumahan ni akan aku skodeng...hurm...

aku baru nmpak bebudak ccu keluar dr area ni. and it got me..

aku ni anti social ke? huhuhu... i am alone and of coz lonely... sobs..

mmglah aku ada skype and all cerita..tp seriusly...aku mcm lone ranger gila2...

hari tu aku nak keluar shopping di hari free from class...hati nak pegi ashford designer outlet..or primark kat folkstone or margate...tp the thoughts of me not knowing how to get back to canterbury, just drive me crazy.sobs. sedih kan life aku ni?so aku end up shopping online and lepas 2 hari tadaaaaaaaa.... i got my clothes.. tp....aku tau dlm hati aku,aku sedar aku makin tak adventures and sort of like big time loser.kesian aku kan? okay enough pity-ing urself ainul.sobs..

i guess... khamis ni, mmg aku akan pegi jugak..sorang2 pon sorang2 la.... plg busuk,aku amik teksi dan balik. atau aku akan nangis dulu sblum tnya org mcm mana nak balik ke canterbury balik.wish me luck in finding my courage will ya? thanks... :)