Sunday, October 16, 2011

am i getting soft or what

hurm.sebelum ni aku mcm tak suka kalau afiq nk bawak parents dia jumpa parents aku. sbb aku slalu cuak kalau dorang discuss pasal kahwin and what not.. parents can be unpredictable rite... dahla mak aku slalu usik kalau org dtg minang, dia accept je.boleh x? huuuuu...

tp sekarang... hurm... i cannot see any harm if our parents meet and sembang.sembang apa, aku xnak imagine.. hohoho...i guess..smpai bila aku nak lari and elak.i have to accept the reality  rite?hehehe.lagipon mcm dah 23, terpaksa terima dah lepas usia remaja and a lot...means  A LOT of my frens dah selamat bernikah..so hormon gatai nak jgk!nak jgk!... dah bersepah jgk kawang2 aku dah ada anak..olololo...how sweet...

tp back to reality... well...kita kena ready mentally and financially..financially tu yg penting... dunia semakin mahal..maka aku jgk perlu korbankan sedikit keinginan utk berduet.lalalala..xpe... we fight till we can stand on our own feet..lepas  tu boleh kawen n makes babies...wahahaha... oh sadap... itu mmg mimpi semua org kan... so jgn suka sgt nak gelakkn aku...

tgk rate bercerai sekarang pon scary...sbb tu aku rasa mmg kiteorg perlukan keadaan yg kukuh supaya at least anything happen, we are at least prepared for it... i mean.. xkan nak kawen suka2..pastu tak pasal2 ada anak..padahal rumah ke apa takdok lagi..tak ke mcm, force to make plan... then anak itu mcm byk lg benda kau kena ada..so, pressure and stress pro long..jadi x fun..huhuhuhu....maka ramai yg end up berpisah..jadi, kita at least kena prepare utk benda2 yg mungkin terjadi....dan make sure we are prepare for it. mmglah, kadang2 tak semua benda yg jadi tu kita boleh predict..but hey, i did try to do something with something that i can forsee..kan?kan? at least less stress and pressure...

sapa nak kawen?angkat ketiak!!! hahahaha.... tp kita perlu kembali ke realiti sekarang...so now master, then keje, gimme 3 or 4 years,....then tunggu kad kawin aku ye..lalalalala...




yay! ini kami 4 thn lagi..insyaAllah

hand bouquet ini breath taking...just love the dull colours.. :) 

oh tuhan....ini mmg so gonna be my wedding dress!!!!!!!!!! sweet but elegant and simple... LOVE!






sweet yet simple and elegant cake is my taste. :)











gosh..lawa gila pelamin ni...









cute x future engagement outfit.... bukan putih of coz...tp same design... :)










-diari bitch sy- *take note afiq with my taste :P


2 comments:

nikafiq said...
October 17, 2011 at 6:44 AM

ouh..nk kawen rupenye..hehe..ingtkn xnk kawen..hehe..mmg kne prepare smua2 tu..i phm smua2 tu..tp biasalah..keinginan nk kawen mesti ada kn?kn?..hehe..insyaALLAH..i cbe bt yg terbaek utk kte bersama kelak

Anonymous said...
October 17, 2011 at 12:53 PM

helo.jgn skema sgt ayat tu boleh? geli bulu hidung i..