nothing.dont ask.dont say anything

what i was looking for the most was to spent time with my friends..we were planning it like a month... everything was looking good.. though i got assignment that need to be done before we meet..aku hadap...

and then...there goes the failure after some of us make sacrifices to skip classes, changing the plane tickets... cracking heads to make sure the one who fails us be safe and happy while in here... then there goes the bad news...tipulah kalau aku kata aku tak marah...tipulah aku kalau aku tak sedih...tipulah jgk kalau aku tak kecik hati with the ppl involves... tp what to do... i guess u cannot be god and promise a safe no harm at all to anyone.. u cannot pleased everyone.....

i try hard to make the best of it...trying to enjoy every bit even it was incomplete... even not putting the great pictures of our happy faces... tp dia yg mahu tgk... but then... when i know she was happy even get to travel somewhere else with some other frens...it feels suck.. i feel hurt.. i feel like yelling " why the hell is that u can travel there happily but not here?" where is the justice ? 

its damn hurt. and i swear... i am not gonna make plans anymore becoz i hate to be sad..i hate that when u supposed to be happy for ur frens instead u feeling pain and hurt... i hate to be bad and mad. i hate this feeling..

thus... i hope u happy with ur life and frens... but i am also sorry that i cannot be happy for u... 

goodbye.