amarah hawa...

haha..cite ni dah lama dah keluar kat tibi...tapi biasalah..aku kan kat sini,mana nak sama waktu nak kejar cite best2 kan...cengkerangrama pon selalu miss..tapi takpe...anyway...masa aku tgh tgk cita ni...aku tengah ngantok ya amat....tp tu lah...cite yg berkualiti...pasti buat kau sanggup tunggu..aku rasa sbb pelakon dia haibat2..... khairiah tu best gila dia berlakon..jadi siot..mmg berbakat la... amani tu...rusdi ramli pon...bgs la...tabik toing2....

i guess every good story line kena ada pelakon yg haibat..kalau x,ke laut jgk xde org nak tgk...ye x? 

aku suka cita ni...direct...menarik cara penceritaan dia... nice... sapa x tgk lagi?pegi  carik dan tgk wei!

bila training tibe tibe cancel...

bayangkan..penat aku siap2...penat ok sbb nak pikir baju apa ni nak pakai..amagod..semua baju pon nampak gemuk in denial gemuk mmg camni...exercise malas.hahaha... anyway...aku decide utk merileks kan otak dengan melilau carik pasal di town..eh tak..sbb aku rasa, aku kena tambah stock kasut aku..asik sport shoes je..ape ke hei kau nak boyish sgt ni....ish..takbole.nehi..nehi... so mari ke clarks... 

syok gila masuk muka konfident byk duit..mintak saiz itu ini..eh.apesal kaki aku makin kecik hah? dah saiz 4 1/2 sekarang... omoooooooo..apakah badan sudah kurus sbb tu kaki pon mcm kurus? in denial lagi.. boncit masih berleluasa..double chin masih teguh.ahahaha.. keji kutuk diri sendiri..trus low confident menyorok dalam selimut tido sepanjang hari. 

byk kasut/sandal/flat/wadges yg menarik tertarik..kau tau la kan clarks...kasut apa tak selesa yg dorang ada?semua pon selesa..pecah kepala jgk la..tp dlm hati mcm..jgn lebih 50pound ainul..jgn... walaupon ada boot yg smart..dia style wedges...ankle boot lagi...full leather lak tu...tp nangis tgk harga..60++... ke 90+? aku dah kecepek di situ...demmit...sbb sedap sangat kaki rasa seperti nak menari dlm kasut tu...pastu kiut sgt..pastu mcm boleh formal...casual pon boleh..tak tinggi sangat..x rendah sgt.. nangis x? sila nangis... 

tapi last2 kuatkan iman jugaklah...nafsu saja semua itu...kena belanja ikut keperluan diri kan...ukur baju di badan sendiri ainul...xboleh...xboleh tamak..no no no.... tunggu harga murah sikit maybe? false hope.. kasut gorgeous meletop gitu pasti takde stock punya utk sampai dorang nak let go harga murah kan.sobs.sobs. xpelah..anggap xde rejeki...aku amik sepasang kasut comel...flat...blue color...oloh2..ada reben simple comel kat depan..simple and kiut like me... hahaha...sedap selesa..and on sale... ngeh3.... happy jgklah..keluar kedai dengan beg plastik.hihihi...

oh jgn bagitau sesapa aku rembat satu blouse kotak2 dan satu seluar comel di NEXT...hahaha..sbb tu kasut aku xleh beli  lebih 50 pound...gedik x?hahhaa...

=)

reasons fun facts why u should stay single or become one:

• No anniversaries to remember
• No extra birthdays to remember
• No extra family to shop for during the holidays
• More time to spend with friends.
• If you want to go for pizza at 3am, no one stops you or asks you why.
• You can date more freely.
• The only mood swings you have to deal with are your own
• You don't have to deal with "compliment fishing."
• Fewer minutes spent with a phone attached to your ear.
• No endless nagging.

fun heh list semua tu.yet aku managed utk ignore all the fun stuff for 6years..there must be good reason behind it huh...



happy anniversary sweetheart... 

aku pelik

kenapa bila aku normal..aku takde fikir anything..xde suspicious dekat anybody...or getting trouble with anybody, people with mala fide often anggap aku sebagai threat?  ok.. macam mana aku tau mala fide?  sbb people with mala fide selalu act in unreasonable way and nothing can justify the act but mala fide or motive or smelly heart (bak kata adnan dlm adnan sempit2..)... dalam erti kata senang, orang kalau kita perhati betul2...selalu bertindak bodoh dan hnya org dengan niat busuk akan berkelakuan begitu...

contoh? mereka akan kurang senang bila aku rapat, tegur, or sembang2  or just hanging out, mesti akan kelam kelibut join in or getting in the way... trying hard to understand the situation...funny eh? dalam kamus bahasa aku cuma bodoh. sbb apa? clear cut tunjuk kau ada smelly heart and something fishy..and now i will pose as a threat so just u act normal..hahahaha...

aku mmg ada fikiran yg complicated.aku tak bangga....cuma kadang2... the sad hard truth will make people sad and stunt.. contoh bila keluar cerita first sekali dlm buletin tv3 pasal jutawan kosmetik tu... aku dengan penuh tak de perasaan...

"abah...this is no layman....hanya pro yg akan disposed body dengan cara polis or technology susah nak detect and for sure cover enough dia punya based so that kalau pon kena tangkap, dia somehow akan escape.. "

"how on earth, u figure that out?"

"disposing the body dengan bakar? come on...bunuh semua org dengan begitu, makes it easier to dispose the body and will be pain the ass for the authority to pursue...kalau pon dapat, cuma sikit... i am guessing siapa yg tau undang2 well je yg akan buat mcm ni..."

"pandailah kak ni...suka hati je..."

"nak bet? kita tgk kes ni siapa yg kena...."

i know aku mcm takde perasaaan masa ada conversation ni dengan abah..aku even sengih dekat abah bila tgk siapa yg kena tangkap in custody...tp now, aku rasa gulity dengan kepekaan aku dengan benda2 mcm ni.. sorry kepada family members arwah... 

that is why aku xnak pursue dlm criminology...aku akan jadi lebih heartless than i am already are.. tp aku rasa bidang yg aku masuk ni pon mmg akan buat aku heartless no matter what.sbb basic lawyer akan ignore any emotions and focus on the facts of the case..that is how u become a good lawyer and though seems heartless but u really cant work if u dont set aside ur emotion..hahaha...kejam heh?

..unless aku jadi lecturer... tp aku akan kejam dengan anak murid..so not a good idea... nothing i can do.... i choose this path.. and i shall live with it... betul kata arwah maktok.... this field is hell... not only if u become a judge... u will live in hell even when u become ordinary lawyer. 

sekian terima kasih.

udang paprik

sesi memasak bersama cik anollllllll kembali.. afiq dah complain blog ni dah jadi blog memasak dah...ahahha.ada aku kesah? janji terhapdate.. dah itu je keje aku selain pegi kelas kan..kau nak update pasal lain, nnt tunggu bestfren sampai mati aku sampai canterbury and pengembaraan bermula..yehaaaaaa...nnt akan ku update pasal jalan2 pulaks eh... 

orait....mari kita start...

memula udang gemuk ni..kita potong sket kepala dia and misai2 dia..kepala jgn buang semua..rugi..di situ kolestrol plg banyak  sedap sgt kalau gigit2 and hisap..uish..syorga... pastu kita goreng dalam minyak..xyah goreng minyak byk...cukup2 utk kau buat kuah utk menumis nnt je...goreng sekejap je tau..sampai kulit udang dah bertukar! otomen. eh.. pastu cpt2 angkat..dont worry x masak btol lagi..nnt kita masak dia lagi sekali...

then....dalam minyak yg sama....tmbah sket butter..sket je...then masuk bwang merah,halia, serai...dan udang kering yg dicincang.... 

pastu masuk tomyam paste....sos tomato..sos cili..sos tiram... n chicken stock... garam...lada... and carrot... tambah air sket....

bila carrot dah lembut...kita masukkan bancuhan tepung jagung.....pastu masuk udang...masuk bwang besar...and daun limau purut..

pastu lepas dah masuk semua tu..tutup api..tutup periuk ni..biar steam panas tu yg lembutkan bawang...kalau korang still biar api bukak, nnt daun limau purut jadi pahit... makan dengan nasik...ataupon ratah je camtu dah sodappppppppppppp x)

BYE!

untuk sygku...

I wish I could stand beside you
Just to let you know I'll be there.

I wish I could write you a song
That would say everything you need to hear.
I wish I could uncloud your mind
So you could see everything so clear.

I wish I could do something stupid
Just to know that it would put a smile on your face.
I wish I could make you happy
And take you away from reality to this happy place.

I wish I could send you a message
That told you I was thinking of you.
I just wish so deep down inside
That there was something I could do.

I wish I could solve your problems
And tell you everything will be okay.
But there is nothing I can do
Except give you my hopes and pray.

But if you need someone to hold you
So you can break down and cry.
If you need someone to stand with you
And wipe a tear from your eye.

If you need to let some frustration out
And bang your head against a wall.
If you just need to hear someone's voice
All you have to do is give me a call.

I won't judge you for what you need to do
Nothing will make me think any less of you.
Because I know what a good man you are
And I hope that you know that too.

Just know that I'm here
When the time comes that you need me.
Right here waiting
Is exactly where I will be.

So, never think for a minute
That you have nowhere to go.
Because I'm here waiting
For the time that you will just show.


source : http://www.booksie.com/poetry/poetry/mckenna_cole/i-wish-i-could

my pedas berdesing dinner...

proudly present to u....ikan keli berlado bersama brown rice..hahaha...ala..ikan yg aku show off dekat post sblum2 ni... leceh oh nak basuh ikan ni...aku rendam dengan air asam jawa, pastu asam jawa tu aku tenyeh2 lagi kat ikan..woahhh... manyak leceh aaa..

nak resipi x?... memula goreng ikang dengan kunyit dan garam.... *hati2...ikan ini suka meletup...nyampah aku.....

pastu kau blend bawang merah,bawang besar,cili merah, belacan dan bawang putih.. itu sajo...

utk sambal, kau tumis bahan2 blend tadi...pastu tambah asam keping...garam...lada kalau kau nak tambah berdesing dan panaskan badan..aku semua masakan pon letak pepper sbb aku kan astma..i need to keep myself warm... then letak air sikit...tumis sampai kering...

masuk bawang besar hiris2 nipis tu...masuk ikan...

tutup api.siap!