loser like me!

Yeah, you may think that I'm a zero
But, hey, everyone you wanna be
Probably started off like me
You may say that I'm a freakshow (I don't care)
But, hey, give me just a little time
I bet you're gonna change your mind

All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that's right
'Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name
And I'll just look away, that's right

(Chorus)
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

Push me up against the locker
And hey, all I do is shake it off
I'll get you back when I'm your boss
I'm not thinkin' 'bout you haters
'Cause hey, I could be a superstar
I'll see you when you wash my car

All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that's right
'Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name

And I'll just look away, that's right


Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me

Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up-up in the air
Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up, 'cause I don't care
You can throw your sticks, and you can throw your stones
Like a rocket, just watch me go
Yeah, l-o-s-e-r
I can only be who I are

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me


Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me

ape?blogger pengecut?

contoh contoh kenapa orang tak setuju blog adalah perlu lesen pernulisan bebas:

1) pengecut tak berani nak kata or komen depan
2) porak peranda masyarakat dengan info2 yang belum tentu benar
3) beri tekanan pada masyarakat tentang isu2 tertentu
4)
5)
6)

aku dah malas nak isi 4,5,6... apa jenis komen daaaa yg news siarkan...pehlis la wei... ini pemikiran mereka yang pemnalas.pemalas lebih teruk dari pengecut.

1) pengecut ke mereka yang tulis blog ni? tak semua orang boleh cakap depan2 la bro.. lu cer try kalau lu nak sampaikan msg tentang bangsatnya amerika pada mereka punya presiden, lu boleh pi try pi white house nun? lu cer cita sket... kalau mcm apak aku tulis demi bangsa sendiri dan tulis apa pandangan beliau tentang masyarakat dan dunia.dan bila hasil tulisan dia tak diterima newspaper utk dipamerkan, maka dia bertukar pada blog, itu masih pengecut ke bangsat? cakap jangan main sedap mulut.bukan semua tulis blog utk memaki. kalau nak compare, kau lebih pengecut bangsat sebab kau sendiri tak berani nak tulis pendapat kau untuk tantapan umum... simpan sorang2 dalam hati. heh. wa pandang lu kecik je brader...

2) porak peranda kan masyarakat ttg isu2.... kau yang bodo main terima je info apa kau baca sapa suruh?ada blogger tu paksa kau pecaya apa dia cakap? heh mangkok! lu reti research x? lu reti istilah re check your sources x? bodo ni... ni la masyarakat kita....apa kau baca,apa orang kata, tadah je terima.tak nak pikir.taknak teliti..tak nak research utk kebenaran... bodo tahap pegi terjun bangunan je lah..sampah masyarakat je orang mcm ni... pong pang pong pang dengan mulut tapi otak lupa nak guna... bangang.

3) yang kau nak tekanan baca isu2 diutara kan blogger apasal? lu hidup in denial ke taknak terima kenyataan tentang dalam negara pada masa hari ini penuh dengan isu2 yang perlu ditangani... taknak terima apa masalah yg ada, pegilah duduk dalam negara fantasi land.. tak payah tekanan lagi. gila betul orang in denial ni... heh. kalau dah negara ni mmg masalah rasuah,kau nak deny nak buat mcm benda tu tak wujud utk apa? dari kau in denial, baik kau pikir macam mana nak setel problem ni. lebih faedah brother....


conclusion aku, hey news BER.... tolonglah siarkan atau tnya pendapat orang2/masyarakat yang beri komen pakai otak...bukan sedap mulut je.... ni cakap dalam tivi pon nak "der...der..bro...bro..." heh.. BM failed. mcm aku dalam belog ni... kalau cekgu BM aku dulu baca ni, bukan takat pulas perut ni... kena hempuk suruh amik balik SPM ni..hahahaha


pueh hati aku.okay sambung buat keje.


bye bitches out there.

baby

sepanjang perjalanan 2 jam, aku adalah annoying dengan hitz fm... tak habis2 bieber...bieber... annoying.... wat the fish btol.

siap ada fanatik especially bebudak pegi tunggu budak belum kuar suara jantan kat klia.. okay..that explains the crowd at airport. double annoying!

it was never a good idea to encourage ur kids to lebih2 dalam minat artis.... siap fanatik ntah apa2..tunggu like foreva for budak suara tak macho keluar. wtfish? seriusly? it makes u a dumbo parent... besok kalau anak kau kaki betina ke...buat perangai pelik2 ke.... takmo belajar ke... kau bantai marah dia. yg kau dumbo biar je anak2 fanatik tak tentu pasal, sapa nak maki kamu?

the best idol for me is Nabi kita... kita ajar dia appreciate and hayati kesabaran Nabi...macam mana Nabi harungi hidup... bukan itu lebih baik?

bukanlah aku kata jgn dengar music ke apa kan..aku dulu pon minat jugak... apa menatang Backstreet boys la, nysc la etc2.....but semua kena ada limit la... suka lagu sudah... xpayah la sampai nk idol la..fanatik la... lempang kang.

pastu ada 1 caller, jantan, dan dah tua... dia siap pegi pusing satu kl nak tengok mana si bieber ni. seriusly dude? aku sepak laju2 kang. huh. triple annoying....

eh....

kenapa aku boleh sabar dengar hitz.fm walupon bieber talk dorang pagi tadi n semua pon lagu si bieber je pagi tadi? haahaha.kantoi aku pon suka dengar suara budak tak macho. hahahahaha...

TAPI SAYA BUKAN FANATIK.AKU MASIH ADA AKAL FIKIRAN.

hahaha.dah kantoi minat bieber pastu nak cover lg.hahahahahaha... diam ah!

sms kakang:

"kita buat meeting cpt sikit bole?7.45"

aku reply:

"lepas semayang maghrib aku pegi yeh.roger ina"

pastu aku bg message ending

"eh.aku period la.tak semyang...okay 7.45..hahahaha"

ending msg kakang:

"sumpah sengal kau ni! hahaha"

tabiat baru aku sedari....

dalam kelas aku akan buat tahi lalat setiap beberapa minit kat tangan kakang... sambil kira berapa banyak tahi lalat telah terhasil..rekod hari ini.... 14 tahi lalat warna biru...syabas beta!syabas!

kang kata boleh kena kanser kulit kalau aku main buat tahi lalat... ye ke? ye ke? terus tengok tangan aku ada comot pen....

alah...minah tu mcm biasa la..

"bab* je tengok tangan sendiri.yg aku punya tangan kau conteng ni? "

pandang kakang muka risau gila tengok tangan aku ada ink..ahahhahahaha...

bye bitch.

surat untuk masa depan

at first instance, lagi beberapa bulan/hari mahu berambus dari mmu-booooooo adalah senyuman juga ketawa sinis.eh.tak lupa pada encik syukur...alhamdulillah...

tapi...

kepada

encik masa depan,

apa harus aku aturkan utk hidup ni? boleh tak nak elaun tiap2 bulan dan annoyingkan mak aku hari2?

boleh tak nangis balik rumah je bila semua benda seperti tahi?mama ada kat rumah.eh.kena carik ofis dekat dengan rumah.

aku tak rasa nak keje lah.aku tau ...kalau aku start keje,aku adalah workaholic dan ignorekan semua dalam life aku termasuk afiqqqqqqqqq... weekend adalah hari tidurrrr... hahaha...

kalau aku sambung master...itu interesting.tapi encik masa depan, aku nak amik specialize in what?buntu lah wei. cait betul.

ni clp punya hal lagi ni.... entah apa keputusan clp...

ok set! aku akan decide masa depan lepas clp settle....

bye encik masa depan.sehingga di lain hari.

(langkah bijak men-delay perancangan masa depan...yeh!)

i want this!!

adik

aku ingat, bila putus cinta bila kau btol2 serius dengan relationship tu, itulah sakit paling worst yang orang lain boleh buat pada hati aku...but i was seriusly wrong.... sobs.... sakit paling sakit adalah bila yg tercinta.cinta yg complicated... cinta hati yg kita ada pertalian darah... that the loves for them is unconditioned.... sedih yo...

i know my past with her was never good... i was never good enough... i was never the best... it hurts more bila kau try ur best to make things better but i guess it will never will.. becoz something will just mess it up.mungkin mess up tu datang dari aku.. so yeah.... it hurts like hell... and always there is tears when i think about her... i guess u are better without me harassing u... okay.. i will kept myself away.. and make u think i less care... be invisible almost all the time... and just disappear from ur life..mungkin kamu lebih happy...

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

:(

so u heard...

so u heard that the interviews were DONE.... aku tak taulah good or bad... but, bila aku pegi karok utk release tension and all the mentally torture, i got few songs that suits masa sblum and selepas interviews... ngeh3...

okay..masa nak pagi nak pegi interview...dengan blazer semua teringgal kat kl without aku sedar (ma! did u take out my coat from the bonet kereta? not cool ma..putus napas okay bila carik takde..)...nasib baik afiq ada blazer... though it seems funnieh pakai blazer lelaki.lantak lah kan.janji ado.. hahahaha.besides, bukannya interview was about fashion rite?... dan lagu tema masa tu yg aku ulang2 nyanyi adalah...

you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to rise from the fall
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my knowledge to share
and I'll survive
I will survive

bring it on sucka! (eh..ni aku tambah sendiri....)

(i will survive by Gloria Gaynor).....

during the interview...especially on the 2nd panel.... dowh..they were like.....in simple terms... we.. i mean I felt like drowning in hell.... so yeah.. this songs suits the situation

Easy come, easy go (well u guys comes occasionally to find the fault)
That's just how you live, oh (yeah...part of ur job....)
Take, take, take it all, (take all the dirt u can collect from us... but we are unite as one...)
But you never give (u never gives us chance by being sarcastic all the time to us)...

(grenade by bruno mars)

and lepas interview... aku rasa macam..what the hell.. we had gone thru the worst...apa lagi boleh jadi?kalau xdapat....we will just go the other route..we will take the clp (to those yg nak practice la kan...)... nothing can stop us.. dapat atau tidak.... kami tetap akan melangkah.... masuk dalam field ni... there is no giving up.... we will live and keep moving forward walaupon dengan baby steps... i guess 5 years in University, yeah... the lecturers teaches us something more than just keeping up with CGPA....

thus tetiba nak nyanyi lagu ni dengan all my rakan seperjuangan!!! lets hit the song!

Pahit getir hidup...
dan pengorbanan
Terpaksa dihadapi,
demi kejayaan
Terdidik sejak mula,
tabah berusaha
Tanpa cuba melangkah,
tak kemana
Di mana kau berada
Pencapaian tak tiba dengan mudah

Kini "Standing In The Eyes Of The World"
Hanyalah selangkah dari nyata
Keazaman membara dijiwa
Menanti saat bebas merdeka

(standing in the eyes of the world- Ella)

yeah.. so the hell whether we get it or not.... we already try our best rite? i do...

tapi tipulah kalau aku cakap aku tak hope kiteorg dapat.of coz we will be sad, torn apart... but then again we will rise and move on...that u can never stops us... hahahahahaha