ini bukan takat berhabuk ni

ini dah berupa sangat bersepah...sgt sgt sgt sgt byk benda berlaku dlm hidup aku...sometimes its to fast that i think i forgot to breath... sometimes it is so slow that i want to die in that moment since its to slow.... kesimpulannya... life as an adult sucks. dan aku failure terunggul..huhuhuhu....

epic loser is me.me is epic loser....being a student and working life is soooooooooooooooo totally different environment... and i dont like changes... i hate it. i hate it more than exams... 

kadang2 aku rasa aku ni x matang... fikir susah kerja je..xfikir kewajipan.xfikir mak ayah aku pon x suka keje dulu tp they do it for the sake of us... and i give up on my job so easily.. but i know if i push myself too much.... i can go to tampoi or suicide...  ok suicide is a no no...tp bila kau terlampau fed up... it did cross my mind... i am weak like that.. :(

the truth? real world is soooo scary...sgt byk monster... soooooo much evil. :(