helplessness

day 1 after the accident
It won't matter what I do

ttp xmampu kamu senyum.. gembira...aku...tidak wujudkah?xgunakah?
dadih? naah... xsedap....xkeras...it surely wont make u hepi..better not to give...
seeing me? nope..its not in his wish list now...
seeing him? i baldly want to see him n make him smile but it wont help... "nntlah kita keluar minum.."
money? pieces of shit that everybody needs....
me? trying my best not to say anything stupid + keep smiling + trying my best to understand u now...